today it’s monday. but I’m still not feeling it. THE mondayfeeling has been ruined the past months as monday was our day off in NY.. but soon.. in a couple of weeks to be exact I’ll have it back. the feeling.. I can imagine how it feels.. it starts on sunday-night when I realize that it’s monday when I wake up the next morning.
monday means new week. new week means new beginnings. new beginnings equals that things u are waiting for are a bit closer.
today I can say that I’ll go to My City this week and that our camp is NEXT WEEK. thats the lovely about mondays. suddenly things from the future are next week..
and that gives me the spanking I need to get things done. I know myself too well….. I knew it would be like this all though I tried not to have it like this. but its not as bad as it could be. but it could always be better. now I can see why I’m working. so now I’m actually working 
I can feel a new semester starting… can’t wait to see all the kids and teenagers again. it’s gonna be so great!
and most of all, can’t wait to live in my own appartment again. to wake up and there only me n Jesus there. is any better way to wake up?
today I wanted to play guitar.. but I realized that the thing u can use to tune the guitar was out of battery.. well it didn’t stop me. I played anyways and it sounded great! 
hah!
